When I look at you, it takes me back, to when life was easier.
Life used to be more free.
Things were different.
Everything felt so much better.
Now it all feels like a distant memory.
How does that happen?
One moment we are here, the next we are somewhere else, entirely.
I miss the way things were.
I miss the freedom, the laughter, the peace.
Now we must learn to accept the new ways of life.
We must find new ways to laugh and find peace within the not so normal.
For now I will just keep that memory alive, of how things used to be, while learning how to move in this new way of existence.
I will find my peace in that, to help me carry on, with these days of lost minds and forgotten peace, in the silence of more loneliness and time apart.
Thank you for helping me find some inkling of hope, for being here, for listening and for holding all of the past within you.
You have brought me hope, even if all you did was sit there and listen.
In the silence of sitting still, we can find more peace.
-M.
