What is Love…

TRUST THAT IT WILL ALL BE OKAY

Let it Flow

Following your Dreams

Trust the Process

Simple Days

Cold

Cold

Shaking

Never knew fear could be felt so hard

Terror

Trauma

Death feels like it is trying to take me away

Visions

Dreams

Hoping all of this is not for no reason

⁃ M.

I Choose Me

I’ve loved so many

But I didn’t love me

Neither did they,

Though they did say,

They didn’t show me,

So they drifted away.

I choose me,

For so long I have chosen everyone else.

So many men,

Even a women,

Just so many,

I’d rather not say.

It’s time to be here for me.

It’s time to focus on loving me.

I choose me and that’s okay.

You may see me and want to change me,

But I am fully taken,

I am taken by me.

⁃ M.

Process of Healing

Survival

I can’t stand to look at some things.

Can’t handle the memories.

Can’t stand the feelings they bring.

Let it go.

Toss it.

Give it away.

Sell it.

Do whatever it takes.

Maybe even just keep it around to help the healing process.

Don’t be weak.

Don’t hide away.

Pain hurts.

Memories hurt.

Remembering is scary.

Life is so fragile.

I am strong.

Memories bring back the fears.

Makes me feel weak.

Shaking begins.

Feels like death is near.

Pain is healing.

But it’s not always necessary.

Find peace.

Trust the process.

Explore the pain.

Let it go.

Let it be.

You are safe.

It’s been so long now.

More time will pass.

More pain will fade.

Be here, now.

I am okay.

⁃ M.